I have thought many times about what to say to him or about him but nothing I say can truly achieve the true meaning of what I feel.

I could show you pictures of beautiful, natural and unexplainable things but they wouldn’t suffice. I can write words with enormous meanings that would disclose a portion of what I truly feel. They say actions speak louder than words but in terms of him no actions would show what he has brought to my life.

I would cry if I thought tears would bring explanations or smile if that enthusiasm would tell you the tale.

So I look at him and in him for he is the only one who has been in this same place that I am. It is he who knows that the choices I have made and lived with. He knows what will happen and where we go from here.