Sometimes I am only me. The only person who can be me and do the things I need to do.

It's a strange feeling when you feel that you are drowning in your own things. Like your life that is your house is suddenly crashing in on you and you can't talk about it out loud. That would be acknowledgment that maybe you are not in control. So maybe you know why I don't talk about it because it's heavy. So maybe give me some time and lift up one of your bricks in the process.